sixteen.. Jamaican hometown , New York City brains && beauty go well together

-sicknasty:

So guilty

-sicknasty:

So guilty

(Source: kaaarra)

(Source: de-feated)

One night I overdosed and instead of falling into a deep sleep and dying I woke up in the middle of the nights with a stomach ache the shakes throwing up and having this achey faint feeling it was really bad I was soo sick. In the morning for school told my mom I had a stomach ache so she let me stay home but that night I told her what happened and what I wanted to happen and all she said was “well it didn’t work and you got to stay home today so your going to school tomorrow” .
My mom knows there is something wrong but she doesn’t want to see it so she acts like it doesn’t exist.
I wanted help my I want help mom I need it

Real dad is dead mom cheats on stepdad with guy who use to beat her stepdad is to Christian so he doesn’t believe in divorce. I get the anger from my stepdad placed on me and my mom acts like nothing wrong. Yeah we have the most put together house on the street if only the inside was just as put together.

(Source: theintestines)

society: Everyone's beautiful.
society: Don't eat though, you don't want to get fat.
society: You don't eat? Anorexic freak!
society: You're a size 4? You're supposed to be a size 0!
society: You're an A cup? What are you, 8?
society: You're a C cup? That's my mums size.
society: You had sex?! Slut!
society: You haven't had sex? Hah, you're frigid!
society: You don't think you're pretty? Attention seeker!
society: You think you're pretty? Conceited much?
society: You believe in gay rights? Homo!
society: You don't believe in gay rights? Homophobic dickhead!
society: You're depressed? Attention seeker!
society: You cut yourself? Still attention seeking!
society: You can't go on? How much attention do you want?!
-someone kills themself-
society: Oh, they were so beautiful! Society sucks!